yay

Found my password! woot!!

It's so cold.

Not like cali weather at all.

I still need to finish my xmas shopping.

I'm only about halfway done.

I think for the girls Im gonna make them all a mixed cd.

The other day I read this quote...

Act on the impulse, pull the trigger.

Even though its super emo... I sort of like it. hhahahhaa. I guess I'm just feeling a bit morbid.

I truly do not like xmas season. Can't wait till it's all over.

=D

yay I thought I forgot my password but I figured it out!

So happy

So grateful

Everything has fallen into place

My life feels complete

My heart is whole

I woke up smiling <3

.

I won't change for anyone but myself. 

I live with no regrets. 

The only person who can judge me is God himself. 

In the mean time I'm going to just do what makes me happy.

Annoyed

I know my doctor is busy, but I faxed him requesting information over a week ago because I need those files to register for school. I've called him twice since then and even drove all the way to Pasadena to request the files in person. I feel like by the time he gets around to sending my school my files I won't even be able to register for any classes. 

It's frustrating and annoying that because I'm sick my school is being so difficult. I pay so much money for tuition and hospital bills, and in the end I still get the short end of the stick. Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth all the trouble. 

Sigh. Anyways today I had a really nice day. I spent the day with my sisters which is really great because we're all usually doing our own thing. We aren't very close and we fight a lot, so today it was nice to actually be able to spend time with them without wanting to slap either of them.

I miss my boyfriend. I miss the freedom of my apartment. I miss car. But it's okay because I'll get all three by this weekend <3

hi

i have the bestest bf in the whole wide world <3

#4

It's really upsetting that I come home only to find out an ex friend is talking shit about me. 

I'm not the kind of person to have enemies, but this girl really makes me cringe. 

It's hard not getting angry when I think of all the horrible things she says about me.

She thinks that everyone wants to be like her or is out to get her.

She constantly victimizes herself and pouts to every guy in sight despite having a bf.

She is highly promiscuous and yet feels the need to call every other girl in sight a slut.

I can't believe I used to consider her one of my best friends.

She is highly poisonous, like a toxic waste that seeps into your pores and you can't get rid of.

If I ever see her again I swear it's going to take all my strength to not punch her in the face.

She's just one of those girls who will never leave this town. 

She won't ever get into college and she'll constantly take one class at elco to pacify her parents.

She's obsessed with her looks, even though she has cellulite like no other.

Sigh. This town is poison. All I can do here is think about how much I despise her and how I just want to get away from her and her bad influence -_-

#3

My poor car is on the outs

totally died on me

Gonna get it checked out tomorrow

but being carless makes me feel so sad.

Trapped. 

and I'm all worried about the bf

He's sick

Usually I'm the one that's sick.

My head hurts...

I'm scared my medicines aren't working.

Late last night I went to Guppy's with my lil Tina. 

Mango and Banana shaved ice ftw.

But we saw her ex there and that was kind of awkward.

hahaha I'm really glad I never run into my exs...

except that one time at the ASL club event. 

EW don't even wanna think about that happening again.

And actually it's kind of awkward just running into ppl you've hooked up with.

Talking to my bf on the phone.

He makes me deliriously happy <3

I'm so lucky. 

I love my LIL SIS

I have the bestest LIl in the whole wide world.

Everyone should be jealoussss <3

BIG AND LIL 4ever!

ALSO... Sailor Moon is legit. She would so beat up Batman and Superman all combined into one!

and btw I'm sober writing this. =]

#1

Hey! Yay popping my blog cherry =]

Watching Twilight with the besties and procrastinating on my poly sci paper... aka a typical night. I probably won't post very often because I'll forgot my password. I should probably write it down some where... Oh well.

Ok this is all I'm gonna write for now.

xoxo,

Kim